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🌟Welcome to Episode 57 of Casual Temple podcast with Lorri Davis! In this powerful and deeply personal episode of Casual Temple, Merrily welcomes author, magical practitioner, and spiritual guide Lorri Davis. Known for her intuitive and ritual-based approach to magic, Lorri shares the transformative story of her spiritual path—from a childhood steeped in fundamentalist religion to her life-changing connection with Damien Echols and their shared journey through Love, Justice, and Ceremonial Magick.
Lorri opens up about the creation of her women’s spiritual group The Current, her love for channeled texts like Seth and Abraham, the impact of prosperity teachings from Catherine Ponder and Joel Osteen, and how miracles and synchronicity have shaped her worldview. She also reflects on overcoming personal darkness, rebuilding her spiritual practice, and cultivating a life grounded in peace and purpose.
✨ Topics we explore:
• Lorri’s early mystical experiences and belief in miracles
• The role of ritual, prayer, and magic in navigating life's hardest moments
• Her marriage to Damien Echols and spiritual growth during his incarceration
• Creating sacred community through The Current
• The power of prosperity magic, spiritual literature, and daily intention
• What it means to find peace, joy, and meaning in a modern mystical life
🕯️ Whether you're a longtime seeker or simply curious about modern spirituality, this episode is filled with vulnerability, insight, and wisdom from someone who has truly walked the path.
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📚 Books & Authors
Books by Emmet Fox
Books by Abraham-Hicks – Esther & Jerry Hicks
Books by Joel Osteen
The Dynamic Laws of Prosperity – Catherine Ponder
Books by Florence Scovel Shinn
Books by Tony Robbins
Seth Books – Jane Roberts
A Course in Miracles – Helen Schucman (channeled)
The Power of Now - Eckhart Tolle
🎧 Audiobooks & Listening Media
Abraham-Hicks audio material (listened to on repeat)
Joel Osteen's Daily Messages
Mitch Horowitz reading Catherine Ponder: How to Live a Prosperous Life and The Dynamic Laws of Prosperity
Jane Roberts’ Seth audiobooks
🎬 Films / Documentaries
Paradise Lost – Documentary by Joe Berlinger and Bruce Sinofsky
Ghostbusters – directed by Ivan Reitman (Referenced when discussing the Beresford building in NYC)
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00:00:06 Merrily
Welcome to casual Temple episode 57, and I'm your host, Merrily Duffy at Casual Temple. Our mission is to discover our connection to the unseen world of spirit, and how that empowers us to know our true selves once to support our journey, subscribe and leave a star review on your favorite podcast platform you love hearing from you. So visit casualtemple.com to share your thoughts.
00:00:25 Merrily
Today I got to interview a dream guest. The Absolutely Fabulous Laurie.
00:00:29 Merrily
List author ritualist and spiritual seeker with a story unlike any other from a life changing love that began through a prison wall to walking a deeply personal path of magic, miracles and transformation, Laurie shares a journey of faith and magic that will leave you inspired. We'll talk about the power of ritual in dark times, how miracles actually do happen. What prosperity.
00:00:50 Merrily
Really means in the magical life and the wisdom found in silence, spirit and a simple daily practice. Here's your invitation to remember that magic is real. Your words shape your world, and healing starts with your mind. Join us on the casual temple as we follow the current with Lori.
00:01:04 Merrily
Davis.
00:01:08 Merrily
Welcome back to the casual.
00:01:09 Merrily
Today, I'm absolutely thrilled to introduce our guest, Lori Davis, who is an author spiritual seeker and dedicated magical practitioner known for her unique blend of intuition, ritual and resilience. Laurie brings a voice of authenticity, personal depth.
00:01:26 Merrily
And I for the sacred, she is a blessing to the world of modern mysticism. Full stop. Laurie is known for her deeply personal story of love, justice and spiritual awakening, which she has shared openly through both her writing and her presence in the magical community.
00:01:40 Merrily
80 on an average day, Lori is an ardent explorer of her inner landscapes.
00:01:45 Merrily
Of the soul.
00:01:46 Merrily
Advocating for truth and transformation or guiding others in their own spiritual practices, she is a light for those walking the path of the soul. Laurie, I am so beyond happy to have you on the casual tempo.
00:01:58 Lorri
Ohh Marley, you're so kind in that introduction. I'm just like, wow. I Oh my goodness, I wish I could be that person.
00:02:08 Merrily
You are that person just to break it.
00:02:13 Lorri
Well, I'm honored to be here with you and thank you so much for having me.
00:02:17 Merrily
Of course. Oh my gosh, yes. And so I let everybody know how you and I got connected. So about a year ago, I think it was about a year ago, maybe a little over a year. Damian Damian said something about Lori is putting together women's group or something.
00:02:37 Merrily
On her page, on your Patreon.
00:02:39 Merrily
And I was.
00:02:40 Merrily
Like, oh, that's exactly what I was looking for. Literally like weeks before I was like, I really want to talk to a bunch of women this practice because I feel like we do it a little differently than the men who I love in my life that are are magical practitioners.
00:02:55 Merrily
And yeah, so you put that group together, called the currents, and there's a bunch of really cool, really awesome female practitioners in that.
00:03:04 Merrily
So and you guide us so well on our journey and I swear every time we meet what the topic that you're going to talk about is literally what is going on in my life and I.
00:03:14 Merrily
Know I'm not alone.
00:03:15 Merrily
In that group because it's like that's what's happening.
00:03:17
No.
00:03:21 Merrily
So yeah. So thank you so much for putting that together. And yeah, it's it's been so.
00:03:25 Merrily
Right.
00:03:26 Lorri
Well, uh, the food, it's been great for me too. It's been such, you know, and that's that was exactly how it came to be was I was at Damien and Derek, their school of magic. Magnum Opus has a retreat every fall and.
00:03:46 Lorri
Fall before last, I began talking with some women who were there and we were talking about.
00:03:54 Lorri
The fact that.
00:03:57 Lorri
I mean, women and men do magic differently and or or even we're we're just different. We think differently. We just the way that we go about life differently and one of them suggested that, you know, maybe should do lemons. And I was, yeah. First.
00:04:15 Lorri
I'm I'm a very I've been in in the public a lot in my life just because of the work I did on Damien's case. But I'm not a real I'm not a person who's really out there. I will be behind the scenes all the time, even doing a podcast is usually a.
00:04:35 Lorri
A big deal for me, so to do this I get nervous every month. I'm so nervous.
00:04:40 Lorri
But the woman?
00:04:41 Lorri
In this group and I have to.
00:04:42 Lorri
Tell you merrily.
00:04:43 Lorri
You are. I don't know if you know.
00:04:45 Lorri
This or if you.
00:04:45 Lorri
Feel it, but you are like my person. I go to like I'll look at you and I'll see that. I'll see you. Like you'll be laughing at something or you'll be nodding your head or you'll be smiling.
00:04:56 Lorri
It's like I'm I check in with you all the time. So thank you for being that Touchstone and for calm me down and I feel like we're on it. We're we're on a good like, I don't know, we're rolling along and doing well. I I love checking in with you. So thank you.
00:05:13 Merrily
Oh, well, thank you. Yeah, thank you for that comp. Yes, I, you know, I listen for, you know, part of what I do like do a lot of active listening and my full time job during the day and has a lot of active listening. So yeah. So I like to be, you know, very.
00:05:29 Merrily
Present with people. So thank you for that compliment that's so great.
00:05:34 Merrily
Oh my goodness. Well, we kind of just start at the beginning. Whatever you consider the beginning of, you know, you can even go back. Some people go back to when they were a baby or even in the womb. I don't even know if you want to go back that far but like wherever.
00:05:50 Merrily
You consider the.
00:05:51 Merrily
Beginning of sort of your.
00:05:53 Merrily
Interactions with spirit or the other world and like what's going on there.
00:05:58 Lorri
Yeah, I would say the big for me when I started to be aware of it, my parents.
00:06:06 Lorri
I grew up in West Virginia and my parents are very country folk. They're they're dear people. But you know another they're, you know, that it's another generation as every you know, every every.
00:06:20 Lorri
Everyone's parents is another generation of doing things, but they started going to church when I.
00:06:27 Lorri
Was about 6.
00:06:29 Lorri
And they chose a Missionary Baptist Church, which is an extreme fundamentalism and.
00:06:36
And.
00:06:37 Lorri
So I'm going to church. I suddenly, as I'm going to church every Sunday morning, Sunday night, Wednesday night, and then revivals will be like all week long. And these are this holy rollers. That's what we're talking about here.
00:06:52 Lorri
I don't know if you know it's like, you know, people scream like, like, scream all that. And so it was to rock this. And I I actually really am grateful for it now because it's being in a.
00:07:06 Lorri
A community that's least feeling something spiritually. And while the teachings didn't really resonate with me then, and they don't resonate with me now, at least I had a foundation. And what that foundation provided me was the belief in miracles, and that has been.
00:07:26 Lorri
Really, the thread that has gone through my life?
00:07:29 Lorri
Is when I was about 8.
00:07:32 Lorri
Uh, just.
00:07:34 Lorri
Like my dog disappeared and I had heard, you know.
00:07:39 Lorri
Prayer, described as, imagine what you want, pray about it and have faith, basically. And so that's what I started doing and and really it magically. My dog reappeared exactly as I imagined him doing after about four weeks of him being gone and everyone else thinking he was dead or someone had stolen them or whatever.
00:08:01 Lorri
And from that moment on, I I knew. I just knew that that.
00:08:06 Lorri
The Earth was a magical place to be. That God existed, and the connection between us and God while then.
00:08:12 Lorri
Was just still, you know, had a long way to go, but from there I it was always it was just always searching. I just feel like I've been a person who's always been searching for the place where the people or the next thing very motivated.
00:08:33 Lorri
To leave the place I grew up and explore the world, and so did the.
00:08:39
Yeah.
00:08:40 Lorri
And I moved over to. I went to university, for I went to university and studied landscape architecture. And then I moved to England for a little while to study estate design and ended up in New York City. And during the time I was in New York, I kind of lost touch with the spirit.
00:09:00 Lorri
Spiritual that will just well for with God, I I still.
00:09:07 Lorri
Realized.
00:09:09 Lorri
That there were so many synchronicities happening in my life, and I recognize those. But I was amongst people who weren't believers or who were not spiritually driven. And I just kind of fell out for a little while.
00:09:25 Lorri
Until I met my husband, who I well, I'm also a love, love, love movies. And it's interesting because movies were a big part of my they're a big part of.
00:09:36 Lorri
My spiritual practice.
00:09:38 Lorri
Because I get.
00:09:38 Lorri
A lot of messages through film and.
00:09:41 Lorri
Through stories and so being in New York, I sometimes I see 8 movies a week in the theater. Yeah, well, that also meant that I was sneaking out of.
00:09:53 Lorri
Work and doing stuff.
00:09:55 Lorri
I probably shouldn't have been doing that. I met my well, I should say I met him, but I discovered my husband.
00:10:01 Lorri
You're a documentary called Paradise Lost that I saw at a film series at MoMA, and that was the turning point because Damien is and has always been a a spiritual seeker.
00:10:18 Lorri
And I started right. He's on. He was on death row at the time.
00:10:22 Lorri
And I started writing to him, and it wasn't like I was writing.
00:10:26 Lorri
Like I didn't.
00:10:28 Lorri
I just wrote him and.
00:10:29 Lorri
Asked.
00:10:30 Lorri
What can I do to help? Because everyone in the theater we, you know, the talk after the after the movie, this was 1996.
00:10:40 Lorri
And everyone in the after the film, when we were having discussion is clear that they that they he was innocent and the other two men or young young men at that time.
00:10:51 Lorri
That had been convicted were innocent too, and it ended up being a huge movement that, you know, and international movement. They were called the West Memphis 3.
00:11:03 Lorri
Anyway, I wrote to him to see what I could do to help ended up in a correspondence with him and then next thing I know, I was married to him and living living in Arkansas.
00:11:15 Lorri
And building a legal team, which I did for the next 15 years.
00:11:20 Lorri
Yeah, from 1996 to 2011 when he got out. But during that time.
00:11:28 Lorri
That I was in Arkansas working on his case.
00:11:32 Lorri
Damon and I, that's that was the foundation of my my life now and and.
00:11:42 Lorri
I study he was studying Buddhism at the time and and I started sitting as I was in and then.
00:11:48 Lorri
He returned to his first love, which is ceremonial magic, and started studying that, and then he was teaching me and.
00:11:56 Lorri
Then we really do it. I mean, truly very grateful to all the people you merely included that supported us during that time, which I didn't even know that till we just started talking. But I'm still a little wonderfully blown away by that.
00:12:16 Lorri
But it it I honestly believe it was through prayer and through ritual that Damien got out of prison. And you know, when you talk about all the people who help, that's a part of it. That's a part of the Divine Plan, the people and the situations and the way that everything has to line up. So.
00:12:27 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:12:36 Lorri
That and then.
00:12:39 Lorri
From there I mean it's every story has its ups and downs and he gets out and we fall into.
00:12:46 Lorri
Like just trauma and a lot of things that we just didn't know how to handle, like media tours and celebrity not, you know, in that celebrity world, not saying that we were celebrities, but there were a lot of celebrities around us and a lot of.
00:13:03 Lorri
You know, book tours and movie tours, and that is is a world that's very frightening to me. I lost you lose yourself and you people say that all the time.
00:13:13 Speaker 3
Right.
00:13:13 Lorri
But.
00:13:14 Lorri
You do. You don't know.
00:13:18 Lorri
You don't know what? What your. I didn't know what I was supposed to be doing. And in the midst of it, Damien is failing miserably. And I am. I'm and I didn't know how to take care of him. He.
00:13:27 Lorri
Should have.
00:13:28 Lorri
Had professional help and he didn't. And So what? Like 2-2 nervous breakdowns later? And then we had fallen into.
00:13:39 Lorri
Complete like just hit, we hit rock bottom like in 2016 and.
00:13:45 Lorri
Or 17 probably.
00:13:48 Lorri
Maybe it's like sometimes somewhere around there, you know, suicidal, financially, had $200.00 left, living in New York City. That's not going to go very far. And and then I, you know, I'll talk a little bit more about that later. But one thing led to another and we left.
00:14:08 Lorri
New York.
00:14:09 Lorri
We moved to New Orleans for a little bit and now we're living here in the Hudson Valley, and that's kind of like as condensed, I think, as I can.
00:14:17 Lorri
Make it.
00:14:19 Merrily
That's pretty good. That is really good. Yeah. You obviously know how to tell your story.
00:14:22 Merrily
Because it's like.
00:14:25 Lorri
Flight flight. It's a lot.
00:14:28 Merrily
Oh gosh. Well, I'm going to have a question that I'm going to kind of roll back because there's something you're talking about those specific churches you went to and sort of miracles, did you? I'm assuming you observed miracles in that church too, right?
00:14:43 Lorri
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Like, not so much. Like they didn't do healing or thing like that kind of thing, but it was more like you would see someone praying for a family member who was, you know, and then suddenly they would appear and the and the the radical change in their life.
00:14:49 Merrily
Oh, right.
00:15:03 Lorri
That come about those kinds of things.
00:15:03 Merrily
Hmm.
00:15:07 Lorri
And also just the feeling sometimes of someone being baptized or but no, we weren't like snake handlers, although really, which we would have been that would.
00:15:13 Merrily
All right, right. You're like, I kind of would have been up for this.
00:15:16 Lorri
Have been.
00:15:20 Lorri
It is actually.
00:15:22 Merrily
That would have been kind of cool. Yeah. Because the way you describe the church, I think one of the churches I went to was very similar for a short time, my dad kind.
00:15:31 Merrily
Of experimented with.
00:15:33 Merrily
Some different churches, but yeah, even though like overall like percentage wise, it's definitely not a path for me.
00:15:42 Merrily
And I do have a lot of critiques about it.
00:15:45 Merrily
But there were things there that, like, observed right where I was like, huh. Interesting. Like, there are sort of miracles or prayers that are happening for people, and I can't discount that. Right like that. There's something going on there.
00:15:57 Lorri
Right. Did you see? Did you see?
00:15:59 Lorri
Miracles like.
00:16:01 Merrily
Yeah, I would see the same things sort of like prayer like prayers or people, you know that we would prayer for, pray for healing, for other people that were in sort of dire situations or. Yeah, you would sort of see the same thing. So you know, so that always stuck with me. And and similarly while I don't follow that like a religious path, it is like.
00:16:09 Lorri
Yeah.
00:16:21 Merrily
You know, I am grateful for those experiences. So weird.
00:16:25 Lorri
Absolutely. And it's also like, like I said, it's just very like.
00:16:28 Speaker 3
Yes.
00:16:31 Lorri
Kind of strange little foundation that you can build upon. Where did you grow up?
00:16:36 Merrily
Oh, gosh. Well, let me. So the the time period I'm talking about is like Phoenix, AZ from when. Let's see ages like 5 to 12 or something like that.
00:16:43 Lorri
Yeah.
00:16:49 Merrily
And there was a church there. It's still there because I checked in on it and it's called the truth Tabernacle.
00:16:55 Merrily
And it was like a weird I don't remember what denomination is and I I think I looked it up recently. What denomination it was and it's like more of a patriarchal I don't know, fundamentalist church. It was really weird. They made all the women like.
00:17:12 Merrily
Put their hair back and, like, wear long sleeves and I was like what, you know, cause my parents were permissive and like, let us run wild.
00:17:23 Merrily
Like and, they're just like, what is this?
00:17:28 Merrily
Oh my gosh. Yeah. So basically, yeah, Phoenix, AZ for a time. But then we moved to Washington after that. And yeah, Washington's more my speed, I think even weather.
00:17:40 Lorri
Wise. So yeah, Washington's great.
00:17:43 Merrily
Oh yeah. Oh, gosh, yeah. There's so many things that you mentioned.
00:17:48 Speaker 3
UM.
00:17:49 Merrily
So you did mention that you had some support and guidance sort of during your path, and I know Damian's mentioned that too. He had different teachers coming in. Did you have other people that would come and help you specifically?
00:18:02 Lorri
It was more for me teachers that I that I would find through books.
00:18:09 Lorri
Or it's funny?
00:18:13 Lorri
Though one that was kind of pivotal for me, I used to David and I both listened to Joel Osteen all the time, and we watched him. I love Joel Osteen and.
00:18:20 Speaker 3
Oh yeah, yes.
00:18:25 Lorri
But we would watch him while Damien was in prison. So after he got out, we were living.
00:18:31 Lorri
It's like one of those this. This is some of the things that happened to us. So we were living and there's.
00:18:38 Lorri
Apartment building on the on Central Park Park West called the Beresford and, and I think that's the if I'm not mistaken. That's the one Ghostbusters family with the towers.
00:18:50 Speaker 3
Ohh right.
00:18:52 Lorri
One of the women who helped us with the case, she was.
00:18:57 Lorri
She's like she was like the vice president of Sony Music I.
00:19:00 Lorri
Mean that's.
00:19:02 Speaker 3
Wow.
00:19:04 Lorri
Like one of the most powerful people in the music world, right? And we're living with her. She had two apartments in that building, and she invited us to live with her because we didn't have a place to live for a little while. So we lived with her for about, I don't know, four months or six months. I mean, it was a while. And one day I was watching Joe.
00:19:23 Lorri
And she walks in. And I'm thinking, you know, what do you know? What do you want? She's like, you watched Joe was saying. And I'm like, yeah, she can hold on a second. So she leaves and she comes back with all these books and the books were Catherine Ponder and Emma Fox.
00:19:42 Lorri
And I think.
00:19:44 Lorri
Not Florence Scoville Shan. She introduced me to her later.
00:19:48 Lorri
She said these are my teachers, Laurie, she says. And you know, I know Damien does, you know, magic. But I do. I've done magic. That's where how I've gotten to where I am in my career.
00:19:59 Lorri
And I was.
00:19:59 Lorri
Just like you just never know, right? What? Anyone. And so I started studying Catherine Ponder. So you're.
00:20:02 Speaker 3
Ah.
00:20:07 Lorri
Ask your question. My teachers are most of them are deceased but have left behind their books and their messages. And but once again, here's this woman.
00:20:19 Lorri
Who? You know, she actually showed up and she's still a good friend of mine and has been helpful in a lot of other ways. So Damien has had a lot of teachers that he's actually had, you know, been on Earth with, but might have.
00:20:33 Merrily
Mm-hmm.
00:20:34 Lorri
Yeah, but I would, you know, and I'd say Joel is a good teacher for me too.
00:20:38
Hmm.
00:20:39 Merrily
Yeah, I think that's kind of usual. A lot of the guests I talk with, they also say, yeah, my teachers tend to be deceased and in books and I get that too, I think I'm. I'm kind of both because I do love reading. I just it's different immersive process reading. I feel like and then having a person.
00:20:47 Merrily
Yep.
00:20:57
Yeah.
00:20:59 Merrily
But I do love interactions, but I feel like you're also, like dealing with the everyday person, right, if that makes.
00:21:06 Merrily
Sense, you know, I mean.
00:21:06
Yes.
00:21:07 Merrily
Like and also the their teaching. So you have to like balance.
00:21:11 Merrily
Those two things.
00:21:13 Lorri
And I look at the current as now huge teacher to me and I I'm in in the current, I am blown away every month when.
00:21:21 Speaker 3
Oh my gosh. Yeah.
00:21:22 Lorri
When we talk and I get to learn so many different points of view and and about it that to me.
00:21:31 Lorri
So I'd say that's been a huge teacher to me.
00:21:34 Merrily
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I agree, because it's everybody has such wise things to say all the time. It's a yeah, it's great. I.
00:21:40 Merrily
Love it? Yeah.
00:21:43 Merrily
Yeah. Gosh, yeah. One of the things that I think you mentioned.
00:21:49 Merrily
2 was this the Seth books? At one point? Those, and then literally.
00:21:52 Lorri
Yes.
00:21:55 Merrily
See like a week ago I was like, I have like some weird. I haven't listened to any of my audible like any of my audio books in a.
00:22:02 Merrily
Long time and.
00:22:03 Merrily
I was like, I feel like going for walks and listening to audiobooks and then like, one of them came up and it was like the Jane one of the Jane Roberts. And it was like.
00:22:15 Merrily
Personal oh shoot.
00:22:16 Merrily
I can't remember, but it just talks about sort of personal.
00:22:20 Merrily
Well, like identity or something like building your own personal universe essentially is what The thing is. And very fascinating stuff in there too, yeah.
00:22:30 Lorri
Ohh absolutely. And I took this year. This year has been an interesting year for me. Very quiet, but I started listening to. I was listening to the Abraham. You know Abraham. So there was one of their books and I listened to it over and over probably 30 times.
00:22:41 Speaker 3
Oh yeah.
00:22:49 Speaker 3
Oh yeah.
00:22:50 Lorri
Because I want, I would just end and I've started again because I felt I so resonated with the message and it and it's simple. It's not simple to do.
00:23:00 Lorri
Too, but it's a pretty simple message, and so I really wanted it down in my spirit. So I love. I might now that you brought that up, I think I might do it with the Seth I.
00:23:09 Lorri
Love the Seth. I love those.
00:23:12 Lorri
The I love channel messages and that whole well, it's been going on forever.
00:23:15 Merrily
Oh my gosh, forever. Even the the. Who is it? The Oracle Delphi. That whole situation is a channelled situation.
00:23:21 Lorri
Yes, yes, absolutely. On the Bible, I mean.
00:23:26 Merrily
Yes.
00:23:28 Merrily
Ohh it was like, what the heck's going on? Yeah, the the writings of the Bible is channel basically channeled. Yeah.
00:23:34 Lorri
There is some. There's something so special about the the Sixties, 70s and 80s when course Jesus, course of miracles and then Seth and Abraham Channel through women, which I love, that that that was like a tiny little time capsule.
00:23:53 Lorri
Wonderfulness.
00:23:55 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:23:56 Merrily
Yeah. Channel, yeah. Channel messages. Like, I feel like for me, I'm just gonna share personally. It's a little hard to wrap your brain around. Right. And but that's literally your brain. And like, you know what I mean? And it's like, what doesn't make any sense. But, you know, I've had people in my. Even my husband had a situation. I don't think I shared those, but.
00:24:16 Merrily
Was to say he had a situation when he had a slumber party right as a teenage boy. Yeah. And with the same it was him and the same two boys and one of the boys in the middle of the night would wake up and start speaking in another voice.
00:24:30 Merrily
And then the other two boys would wake up.
00:24:32 Merrily
And they were like.
00:24:32
What's going?
00:24:34 Lorri
Ohh wow.
00:24:35 Merrily
Yeah. And they even actually recorded it. But somehow the the tapes aren't don't exist anymore. But it happened many times when they would all like slumber party. So it was really interesting that it would have to be the same boys. And I literally just in the jeans the the particular Seth book I'm listening to.
00:24:55 Merrily
Like he said, something about that. He said that I think it's like.
00:25:00 Merrily
Death is a combination of Jane and then the husband. There's something going on there.
00:25:05 Lorri
Would you would.
00:25:06 Lorri
You text me the the one you're listening to. OK. OK.
00:25:08 Speaker 3
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:25:11 Merrily
Yeah. So, so I I can't you know. So initially where I'm like why but am I. But it happened to my husband, you know.
00:25:16 Merrily
What I mean like it happened so like.
00:25:17 Lorri
Yeah, yeah.
00:25:20 Lorri
I I know it's so it's so the whole. Yeah, I know. And it's hard to. It's hard to tell people, you know, we will when you're trying to and they're looking at you like ohh this.
00:25:29 Merrily
Yeah, well, yeah.
00:25:35 Merrily
Yeah, sounds totally logical, lady. Yeah, but I might put the messages. People. That's like what's important is like what they're saying.
00:25:43 Lorri
Yeah, I like that. Really. It really. And then and then you keep digging yourself in deeper and deeper.
00:25:48 Merrily
And they're just like, oh, man, let's talk about, like, I don't know, Breaking Bad. I don't know. Let's talk about something.
00:25:57 Merrily
Ohh my gosh, that's so funny.
00:26:00 Merrily
Yeah. Well, yeah, thanks for uh, going down the Seth Rd. with me because I do like I was, like, fascinated in the last week just listening to that stuff.
00:26:09 Lorri
It's so it's so fascinating. Ohh my gosh. Are you listening to like, are you hearing? Is it Jane's voice?
00:26:16 Merrily
It is.
00:26:16 Lorri
Well, that's voice through Jane, OK?
00:26:18 Merrily
Yeah. So it's through the audiobooks. So they have, like, somebody doing, Seth, somebody doing, somebody doing. Robert, I think, Robert, I'm getting all their names.
00:26:22 Lorri
OK, OK.
00:26:26 Speaker 3
Mixed up, but yeah.
00:26:27 Lorri
Yeah, you're right. That's because I have. I actually found a video. Have you looked up the video of her?
00:26:34 Speaker 3
No. What? Oh my God. OK.
00:26:38 Lorri
Yeah. Yeah, it's very spooky when you see it. Like you can see Esther Hicks. There's many, you know, videos of her of Abraham.
00:26:46 Lorri
Speaking to her and and actually hearing her, but there.
00:26:48 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:26:50
There.
00:26:51 Lorri
There's I just got.
00:26:52 Lorri
There, there's video of Jane. It's very grainy and black and white, but it's very, very interesting.
00:26:58 Merrily
OK. Yeah, look at that.
00:26:59 Lorri
Spooky. The voice is very spooky.
00:27:02 Merrily
Yeah. Yeah. So weird. Yeah, but so fascinating. I love all these, like, little pieces that show us that, you know, that everything is way more complicated, but also kind of simple, but way more complicated than we we understand. And it's fascinating.
00:27:17 Lorri
I I know, yeah.
00:27:21 Merrily
Well, gosh, so so many things to talk about. So what, so I know.
00:27:25 Lorri
I know.
00:27:29 Merrily
So what exactly? So what did you start practicing? Say when you did start your magical practice with Jamie and like, was it with Damien specifically or did he give you some books or something and you kind of went off and?
00:27:40 Merrily
Did your own thing, like how did that?
00:27:42 Lorri
I think it was more well, our whole relationship was kind of a practice because he.
00:27:48 Merrily
Oh great.
00:27:50 Lorri
Meeting him to me was so everything that happened between us was so miraculous, and it brought me back to that realization of of talk about that the reason I called the current the current is because I do think you know that current of magic runs through everyone's life. They're in particular.
00:27:56 Speaker 3
Right.
00:28:08 Lorri
Current and you can feel it. You know, when it's when it's happening and our relationship was just huge in that way, you know.
00:28:15 Lorri
Just.
00:28:16 Lorri
Writing to each other and I I kind of just left, you know, normal life for a long time. I was checked out of everything.
00:28:27 Lorri
During the time when we first started riding to one another and.
00:28:34 Lorri
You know, I it's hard to explain. I couldn't concentrate on anything. I was just so wrapped up in our getting to know each other, writing to it and and we were just like, write all day long, these massive letters that we would 1618 page letters we'd send every day and.
00:28:53 Lorri
And so for the 1st and it's almost feverish, you know, you're just kind of like, so, you know, and that's that. And that's not even getting into like, sex or anything. It's just our minds and yeah.
00:28:56 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:29:04 Merrily
Right. Like, yeah.
00:29:07 Lorri
And and so things would happen like we would write to each other, and then the same thing would come in a letter the next day, you know.
00:29:16 Lorri
That kind of know that you were.
00:29:19 Lorri
Tapped into something fire then.
00:29:24 Lorri
You know the material world, so.
00:29:27 Lorri
I think our relationship was really what kicked it off for me and I realize that there is just so much, so much gold to be dug here and there was, but I think it was he would always kind of take the lead, you know, like he would start studying with someone or, you know, like as like I said before he started.
00:29:48 Lorri
With a started with Buddhism and so then I started sitting and then he went back to magic and started to and then there was a time where our paths kind of.
00:30:00 Lorri
I my practice is so different from his, you know, I I found my way after he got out and I started realizing that, you know, ceremonial magic was not. Even though I I I a lot of it is, is in my in what I do lots of ritual work. Lots of work with archangels.
00:30:18 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:30:21 Lorri
I basically just took the things that worked for me, then made a hybrid of my own practice that that is more very much as as I guess.
00:30:35 Lorri
I don't even know what what I would call it to be honest.
00:30:39 Merrily
Right. Yeah, exactly.
00:30:39 Lorri
Match like a lot of different things.
00:30:42 Speaker 3
Yeah. Yeah. Ohh gosh.
00:30:45 Lorri
Does your husband does he have a spiritual practice?
00:30:50 Merrily
I would say.
00:30:52 Merrily
Kind of not like.
00:30:54 Merrily
I mean, as far as not really like as far as.
00:30:57
Yeah.
00:30:58 Merrily
But he had, like I've been doing, I do planetary rituals every day. And so I do something with that particular planet, that particular day. And he's been joining me for the last year on those, which is cool. And then, like, he's already, he's seen some, like, pretty amazing thing. I was like, you just wait, like, right.
00:31:18 Merrily
If you ask and I think the other thing too.
00:31:20 Merrily
Is like.
00:31:21 Merrily
Some people get a little shy about asking for things.
00:31:24 Merrily
I don't know why because I'm not shy.
00:31:26 Merrily
Of asking at all.
00:31:27 Lorri
I'm not either.
00:31:29 Merrily
I need this please I need this to happen.
00:31:32
OK.
00:31:33 Merrily
But yeah, he asked for a very specific thing and he it was so funny because he asked Aries, right? The God of Mars, Mars. And he asked very specific thing. It's really weird. I won't explain what The thing is otherwise I would.
00:31:49 Merrily
And he said if I do it, I'm going to make Mars a pizza because he makes pizzas all.
00:31:53 Merrily
Loves pizza and he was like, I want to make Mars a a whole pizza if if this thing comes through and it and it did. And so it's like like this. Yes. And it was like he made this special and he couldn't eat it, right. He eat that pizza but he made it all special. I was like.
00:32:03 Lorri
If she did.
00:32:08 Lorri
oh
00:32:13 Lorri
And that's such a wonderful story. It's very cute. Oh, my God, see.
00:32:16 Merrily
It was.
00:32:19 Lorri
You can't go back like you can't.
00:32:20 Merrily
No, you can't cause it's like I can't deny that. How do you deny this very specific thing that he asked for, which nobody really would know about? And it happened for him.
00:32:31 Merrily
You know, and that's with any of our lives. You're like, there's for me. It's always about timing.
00:32:38 Merrily
Because it's like I asked for this thing and then something happened. Like I can't like this has never happened in my life, like, you know, but within minutes, something that I asked for occurred so.
00:32:38 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:32:44
Right, yeah.
00:32:48
Yeah.
00:32:50 Lorri
I know.
00:32:52 Lorri
I know, yeah.
00:32:54 Lorri
And it's and it never. And it never like gets.
00:32:59 Lorri
Like even though I know it's going to happen, even I know it's gonna. And when it does happen, it never grows old. It's it's single time. It's just like, you know. Yeah.
00:33:02 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:33:05
No.
00:33:11 Merrily
And I do think with that.
00:33:15 Merrily
I do think This is why I feel I kind of want everybody to experience it at some level because it's hard to explain to somebody who hasn't had that or they haven't perceived it. I'm sure it's happened to them.
00:33:28 Merrily
But they haven't internalized it and said yes, this has happened to me. It's hard to like talk to somebody because then like, you feel like.
00:33:33 Merrily
The crazy person, right?
00:33:35 Merrily
You're talking. Just try to explain it, but when somebody has had something, they're like, uh-huh. Yep, 100%. Yes, because.
00:33:43
Yes.
00:33:43
Yeah.
00:33:44 Merrily
Yeah, it's real at that point real.
00:33:45
Yeah. Which is where I was.
00:33:49 Lorri
Kind of. You know, I was happy, even though it's very it. It waters everything down and it became and. But I really was glad when that.
00:33:56 Lorri
I think was a documentary in a book called The.
00:33:58 Lorri
Secret. Oh yes.
00:34:00 Lorri
Came out, which is actually the is the foundation of Abraham's teachings, but they it it ended up. That was a whole thing but.
00:34:00 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:34:10 Lorri
But it it enable people who know who, who not not who, who, not necessarily believed in anything other than what they can see, right.
00:34:21 Lorri
See that how powerful they could be. And I love that. I like that. That was something that was more.
00:34:28 Lorri
Accessible.
00:34:29 Speaker 3
Hmm. Yeah, yeah.
00:34:32 Merrily
Yeah, I yeah, I agree. I'm all about everybody experiencing it. I don't care what how you do it. I just think it's you're going to be so jazzed. It's so exciting. However, you do it. Like, let's do it, people. Yeah.
00:34:41 Lorri
Ohh I know.
00:34:44
Yeah.
00:34:48 Lorri
Yeah. Start with a cup of coffee. See how quickly it comes.
00:34:51 Speaker 3
Yeah. Ohh my gosh.
00:34:55 Merrily
Yeah. And I like that you brought up the secret because, you know, obviously a lot of that gets a lot of get, a lot of trash talk for whatever the reasons are.
00:35:03 Merrily
But yeah, I think it was a really good end for a lot of people.
00:35:06 Merrily
To kind of open their eyes.
00:35:07 Lorri
I think so too, and for that reason alone, I'm glad it.
00:35:09 Lorri
Exists. Yeah, too.
00:35:12 Speaker 3
Oh goodness.
00:35:15 Merrily
Well, I had this question and so you may have already answered it, but I'm going to ask ask it anyway. Was there a particular moment that deep that made you, like, deepened your commitment to this particular path where you?
00:35:29 Merrily
Like I can't not go back and.
00:35:34 Lorri
Absolutely. And and I didn't mention it. It was when.
00:35:38 Lorri
And I'll just.
00:35:39 Lorri
Talk about myself, Danny, and had another, you know, his experience was different from mine. But I after everything that we've been through, I really did hit rock bottom and.
00:35:49 Lorri
The late in the late, like somewhere around 2017. Eighteen. I just couldn't no longer function as a as a human being. And I I didn't want to live anymore. And I I hope no one listening to this has ever been.
00:36:05 Lorri
To this point, but you it's.
00:36:08 Lorri
It's an extremely unfortunately it you you just know it when you get there. There's no doubt about it. There's just no doubt. And I had gotten there and I'm so grateful to.
00:36:22 Lorri
Sorry, you hear? I've heard, but I'm so grateful for.
00:36:28 Lorri
My cat because I was in bed getting and whatever, and my cat jumped on me and I suddenly realized.
00:36:38 Lorri
So I don't even know, but anyway I didn't.
00:36:40 Lorri
Want to leave?
00:36:41 Lorri
Yeah, because my cat jumped on me.
00:36:43 Lorri
Yeah, love my cat. And it changed it just one little thing. It 1 moment in time.
00:36:51 Lorri
A switch happened, but I also realized I nothing has changed and I still don't have any money and my marriage is over and.
00:37:00 Lorri
I don't know what I'm going to do. I have no idea what I'm going to.
00:37:04 Lorri
Do with.
00:37:04 Lorri
My life. And that's the story real for me. That was for anyone. But it was a very scary place for me to be because I didn't. I didn't know how I was going to survive. And I had a.
00:37:13 Lorri
Lot of pressure on me, yeah.
00:37:16 Lorri
But I just realized that what I needed to do is all day long without ceasing. Pray, and I've heard that before, and it not necessarily. I'm not talking about getting on my knees and like praying, but in one way or another, be taking in. So I listened to Joel all day long. I I read Catherine ponder.
00:37:37 Lorri
I even like I got a Tony Robbins book. Yeah. You know, it's just.
00:37:41
But.
00:37:43 Lorri
And I did. I would do everything Catherine Ponderer said. And then the important thing for me, though, was to cut off.
00:37:50 Lorri
My energy and my life from Damien essential that I do that because I couldn't. I could no longer.
00:37:53 Merrily
Hmm.
00:37:58 Lorri
Be tied to him spiritually at that point, and that was the moment I started, really my own practice and my own path and and and we lead a very separate life spiritually. We'll talk about things, but we don't do any practice together. We don't. And that was I think in some ways.
00:38:18 Lorri
Essential.
00:38:20 Lorri
For me, but talk about miracles, I mean merrily it was.
00:38:26 Lorri
One thing after another would happen and I, I and and it was just it was slowly digging my way out and it took a lot of time. I was also like, had insomnia really, really bad at the time. So it was like.
00:38:28 Speaker 3
I don't know.
00:38:40 Lorri
Everything you know.
00:38:41 Speaker 3
Oh, gosh. Oh my gosh. Yeah.
00:38:41
Was.
00:38:44 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:38:45 Lorri
But over the court and it took years, it takes years to get to that place. And so it takes years to get out of it. But I've felt the ascension, you know, I could feel it slowly by slow, slowly. But I will always be grateful to Joel Osteen's videos, to his, you know, voice messages to Catherine.
00:38:48 Lorri
I mean if.
00:39:05 Lorri
Books to Emmett fox.
00:39:08 Lorri
To I would tape things up so I could read them every day. It was just.
00:39:12 Lorri
Constant I would not allow myself all day long when I, you know, I didn't have any work so it.
00:39:17 Lorri
Wasn't like a but.
00:39:22 Lorri
Miracles happened during that time and.
00:39:26 Lorri
And then also 2020 came in 20 like you were saying, 2020 was just like the beginning of.
00:39:32 Lorri
Everything new for us, so yeah, and.
00:39:38 Lorri
It's it's a. It's a strange thing to say, but I'm very grateful for that.
00:39:43 Lorri
Time.
00:39:43 Merrily
Yeah, I know. It's like, well, now, you know, like when you're in it. Oh my God.
00:39:49 Lorri
Yeah. Oh my gosh.
00:39:51 Merrily
Yeah, but now you can look back on it and like all the learnings that happens and all the teachers that came your way and all, you know, the methods that helped you through and your Kitty cat that help, you know, give you that little bit of a.
00:40:02 Lorri
Oh my God.
00:40:05 Lorri
Yeah. And and.
00:40:06 Merrily
It's nice to be here.
00:40:08 Lorri
I mean, I'm sure I mean that most people experience intense times in their lives, but do you know what I mean when I say?
00:40:17 Lorri
There's something about the intensity of those times that.
00:40:21 Lorri
Is.
00:40:22 Lorri
Very, very.
00:40:24 Lorri
You get to know yourself in a way.
00:40:25 Lorri
That that.
00:40:28 Lorri
You never thought you could. And when I say yourself, I think I'm talking about the Christ within. I'm talking about the real.
00:40:35 Lorri
So.
00:40:37 Merrily
Oh my gosh. Yeah, I have this like thing going like this. I have these like, weird. I don't know if.
00:40:37 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:40:42 Merrily
They're mantras or message anyway. What?
00:40:44 Merrily
But I have this thing about you merely need to stop saying never, because every time I say I'm never going to do that sounds dumb or what? I'm never going to. I freaking do it. I freaking wind up doing it. And so I'm like, how about I stop saying never? I like my braid is like pushing things away. When I do that, but it's like that's.
00:40:54 Lorri
Yeah.
00:41:03 Merrily
Probably the thing you need to be doing.
00:41:05 Merrily
You're like.
00:41:06 Speaker 3
You marry me.
00:41:08 Lorri
Yes. Yeah.
00:41:10 Lorri
OK, I know so much of what we say. Everything really.
00:41:17 Merrily
Oh gosh.
00:41:17 Lorri
That we speak, I mean, I try to be. I mean I do the same thing. There's so many things.
00:41:19 Speaker 3
Mm-hmm.
00:41:23 Lorri
I say that I'm.
00:41:24 Lorri
Thinking, oh, I can't believe I just.
00:41:26 Lorri
Said that, you know.
00:41:29 Merrily
Well, that's like the chaos of being human, right? It's like, like, gosh, I wish I could stuff that back in my mouth. That would have been better.
00:41:40 Merrily
But yeah, and of course you know, as magical practitioners kind of understand the the power of words, right like just.
00:41:47 Merrily
You know, it's the resonance of the universe. It's the power. It's the energy. It's the there's really a lot of power in it, you know. Yeah. And so that's like you putting up the messages every day. Like, you know, I mean, yeah. And I do think, like, the action.
00:41:56 Lorri
There is.
00:42:04 Merrily
The act of speaking.
00:42:05 Merrily
It is where it's at, like speaking it into the into here.
00:42:08 Lorri
Speaking it definitely. Yeah. I mean, I would know I during that time I would I think you could call me a.
00:42:15 Lorri
Zealot I was.
00:42:18 Merrily
You have to be right. You're digging out of.
00:42:20 Lorri
Ohh that yeah.
00:42:23 Speaker 3
Oh my gosh.
00:42:24 Merrily
Well, I'm happy that you know you're here, and then I'm happy.
00:42:28 Merrily
That you found the tools and people that could get you out of that space because that space is rough. I definitely had similar thing and but my teacher, what at the time was just forget the power of now.
00:42:34 Lorri
Yeah.
00:42:45 Lorri
Ohh that toy.
00:42:46 Merrily
I thought totally.
00:42:47 Lorri
Yeah. Oh, my God. Yeah. He was in there with me, too. He's amazing.
00:42:48 Merrily
I'm brain fart.
00:42:50 Speaker 3
Yeah, so, yes. Oh my gosh.
00:42:54 Lorri
Right. Like was it was. It propelled now.
00:42:57 Merrily
It was the yeah, it was definitely the power of now, which is, like, blew my mind because I feel like because I was what hold was that I was probably like.
00:43:05 Merrily
Mid like mid 30s or something like got laid off from my corporate job.
00:43:11 Merrily
And like, what do I do you?
00:43:13 Merrily
Know what do you do?
00:43:14
Good.
00:43:16 Merrily
Right, you know, went for a lot of long walks and listened to Eckhart Tolle, talked to me and.
00:43:21 Merrily
I think I have this other thing too. Like humans, we go through this phase of life. I do think like your 20s. Somewhere in there you're trying to actually like figure out exists in this world, right? You're trying to get a job. You're trying to like figure out housing. You're trying to, like, find relationships. Like you're literally, that's your focus. At some point, you're like, this is.
00:43:37 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:43:40 Merrily
There's not enough.
00:43:42 Speaker 3
Yeah, yeah.
00:43:43 Merrily
You need other things and so I think that's where you know the seeking comes in. You're like there's more than this. Like that can't be it. And so, yeah, I think Eckhart totally helped with that because he's like, there's this, this, this awareness that sits right here. And I'm like, what are you talking about, Eckhart?
00:43:57 Merrily
And then I would check in with it, yeah.
00:44:01 Lorri
Yeah, you're talking about, you know, you had lost your job in the corporate world and you think about how much identity is.
00:44:06 Lorri
Caught up in it.
00:44:06 Merrily
Oh my gosh, yes, yes.
00:44:08 Lorri
Know of who you are and what you're doing and when you would talk to people. And I do this and suddenly you're not there anymore. Yeah. And so it is a disintegration of self that you were going through and.
00:44:18 Merrily
Oh, for sure, yeah.
00:44:20
That.
00:44:21 Lorri
What? What better person to lead you through that?
00:44:26 Merrily
Yes. And like yeah. And so he would be like, yeah, there's this awareness that sits and you can tap into it. And I was like, OK, I'll try and then you do. And you're like, wow. And then when you do tap into it, it's there's this piece to it because it's just observing like you.
00:44:40 Lorri
Yes.
00:44:41 Merrily
Going bumbling through your.
00:44:45 Merrily
And you're like, OK, well, I can tap into that piece and like, not just play into the anxiety.
00:44:51 Speaker 3
Of.
00:44:51 Merrily
Living, which is, you know.
00:44:53 Lorri
Yeah.
00:44:55 Merrily
Because then you can't really solve your problems if you're just like in catastrophe mode the entire time you have to like.
00:45:03
Like absorb.
00:45:05 Lorri
Yeah, you have to get still. Yeah, yeah.
00:45:08 Merrily
That's what you gotta do, yeah.
00:45:11 Speaker 3
Ohh my gosh.
00:45:13 Speaker 3
UM.
00:45:14 Merrily
Well, so.
00:45:16 Merrily
Yeah, getting still. Do you think so? With that, do you think that?
00:45:21 Merrily
Magical practices kind of evolve or shift through the year. Do you find yourself doing certain things at certain times, or is it always sort of pretty stable?
00:45:31 Lorri
For me it's I feel it's constantly progressive.
00:45:35 Speaker 3
OK.
00:45:37 Lorri
Not so much cyclical or anything. I just find what?
00:45:41 Lorri
What it is I realize.
00:45:43 Lorri
Is I'm presented with something I need to work on and then I work on that and then I'm presented with the next thing.
00:45:46 Merrily
Hmm.
00:45:50 Lorri
That I need to work on.
00:45:51 Speaker 3
Branch.
00:45:53 Lorri
And so, you know, and some things can be harder than others.
00:45:56 Lorri
But.
00:45:59 Lorri
And then there's the ones that are just persistently, they're just always just always. So it's sort of, you know, kind of like the there's that the base of cons things that's constantly like watching what you say and this and then I'll have it's usually something something that comes up in life.
00:46:18
That.
00:46:20 Lorri
Forces me to have to work on it, so I would have to say it's.
00:46:23
OK.
00:46:23 Lorri
It's just the progression of things.
00:46:26 Merrily
Yeah, for sure. Ohh yeah. Thank you for sharing that. So with the sort of the progression, excuse me.
00:46:35 Merrily
And I hate putting it. I don't hate, but I I'm. I'm reticent to put it in this term of like, how do you find define like success like say?
00:46:46 Merrily
You know you're putting energy into something.
00:46:47 Merrily
How would you?
00:46:49 Merrily
Say that that is a completion of that cycle, I guess.
00:46:53 Lorri
It almost now I realize what it is I have.
00:46:56 Lorri
Never been able.
00:46:56 Lorri
To realize it until this year, it's peace.
00:47:03 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:47:04 Lorri
That's.
00:47:07 Lorri
Yes.
00:47:09 Lorri
Joy comes and happiness comes and I can wake up and feel elation, that something has happened or but.
00:47:11 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:47:18 Lorri
What I'm realizing is when all that fades away, if I'm still left with peace, then it's done and like, yeah.
00:47:27 Merrily
Yeah, yeah, yeah. I definitely agree with that because it is like all this energy that you're building.
00:47:32 Merrily
Up.
00:47:33 Merrily
Toward the whatever you're building towards, and then it's like.
00:47:36 Merrily
Oh, there it is.
00:47:41 Merrily
Enjoy it now.
00:47:44 Lorri
Like there might be a, you know, and there might. There might even be a celebration if it's something big enough, you know, and you have it. But but that there's always that.
00:47:52 Lorri
If you come down, if I come down from it and I feel.
00:47:57 Lorri
Deflated then I know so that there's still something that's not.
00:48:02 Lorri
So yeah, yeah.
00:48:05 Merrily
That is perfect. Thank you.
00:48:09 Merrily
Well, sort of. The one thing I know this is like, Oh my gosh, I love prosperity topics because and we talk about prosperity quite a bit in the in the current and I love that because again, I feel like.
00:48:22 Merrily
I feel like.
00:48:23
Some.
00:48:23 Merrily
People are reticent to ask for things just in general, yeah.
00:48:26
Yeah.
00:48:27 Merrily
And I feel like, you know, prosperity, it just feel like I don't know. I this is like, weird uncomfortableness with prosperity. What's your perspective on it and how do we get more?
00:48:27 Lorri
Yes.
00:48:34 Merrily
Yes.
00:48:38 Merrily
In our lessons.
00:48:38 Lorri
Oh my gosh, I am so all about prosperity. And truly I say this all the time. One of my favorite books in the world is called Catherine Ponders. The dynamic laws of prosperity. I probably have it around you somewhere I need to.
00:48:51 Lorri
Hold it up.
00:48:53 Lorri
And I love it because she is a pastor, an old school. Like pastor. She's still alive. She lives. Yeah, she's in her probably 90s at this point, but she and, you know, people don't like to hear this, but, you know, she's full on poverty as a sin. We were brought here to live abundant lives.
00:49:14 Lorri
Joyful lives.
00:49:16 Lorri
And because we are God and you know, God created this abundant world and there's gold dust in the air. And I am all about prosperity, I am all about abundance and. And I think everybody has an idea of the level that they want.
00:49:36 Lorri
They may not.
00:49:37 Lorri
Want to talk about it or no? I think the problem is and you would understand this and the way you were raised, Lord, that church you went to or taught that it's bad people brought up that having money is bad or having prosperity is bad or living in A and.
00:49:47 Speaker 3
Mm-hmm.
00:49:50
Yes.
00:49:57 Lorri
It's just the opposite. I completely and absolutely believe it's why we're here to live.
00:50:04 Lorri
And money is divine substance. I believe that too.
00:50:08 Speaker 3
Yes.
00:50:09 Lorri
As are all the things that make us happy. You know, money and pets and loved ones and all these things are are abundance, health. It's all. It's all part of it. So when you start getting me talking about this so.
00:50:25 Lorri
Because and also you know there's, but there's there's rules to it.
00:50:31 Lorri
I mean, there's rules. You. I mean that there's there's a reason why, you know, you hear billionaires aren't half some billionaires aren't half, I don't know. But people a lot of people aren't happy.
00:50:42 Lorri
I mean, they're.
00:50:44 Lorri
That's, I mean, that's why that book is the dynamic laws. I mean, there are laws around this and.
00:50:50
Hmm.
00:50:51 Lorri
Divine laws.
00:50:53 Lorri
And I find that fascinating.
00:50:56 Merrily
Oh yeah, I definitely. I know you mentioned that book. I think the last maybe 2 times we had on.
00:51:00 Merrily
The current and I.
00:51:01 Merrily
Was like, so yeah, that was definitely still in the pile. It sounds so fascinating.
00:51:05 Lorri
Oh my gosh, it's every time. Oh, every time. And I'm listening to it right now. And Mitch Horowitz is the is, it's that he's reading it and it's old fashioned. I mean I I think some people might listen to it and think I can't believe she just said that, you know, like she'll say things like.
00:51:12 Speaker 3
Yes.
00:51:24 Lorri
You know, praise your husband. She's not saying it from like, a. It's she under? I mean. And I'll say this with all the love in my heart. I really do. But when I started really praising Damien and instead of, I would never say anything to rogatory to him. I just, I just wouldn't. I mean, I would have before in my life.
00:51:32
Yes.
00:51:41
Mm-hmm.
00:51:44 Lorri
And that led to not a lot of happiness, right? But now if he does something wonderful, I'm going to say.
00:51:50 Lorri
That.
00:51:51 Lorri
You know, and and and I think men and everybody, but I think men really love that. And I think if you can do that, so she'll say things like that. And and I think a lot of women might come off and find that, you know, a bit off putting.
00:51:52 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:51:57 Merrily
Mm-hmm.
00:52:08
Hmm.
00:52:09 Lorri
But try it, but try it if you're within with your partner, you know it's. But I think the way she writes it is she's, you know, she's a woman and she understands the way that these things work. Anyway, that's just one little thing that is, you know, is this very old fashioned way of looking at things.
00:52:22 Merrily
MHM.
00:52:29 Lorri
But.
00:52:30 Lorri
At the end of the day, everything she writes is she cites the Bible a lot, and there's so many.
00:52:35
Mm-hmm.
00:52:37 Lorri
Verses in the Bible that are about abundance, so on and on and on. How do you feel about it? Like, what do you feel about working like prosperity work?
00:52:40 Speaker 3
Yeah, yeah.
00:52:46 Merrily
Oh my gosh. Well, so many things, Laurie. We can talk about this for.
00:52:49 Merrily
Hours, I swear.
00:52:51
I know.
00:52:52 Merrily
But the thing that comes my right, I like to work with the planets because my mind works like I like to organize things, right? And so, and I know you know this, but in magic, there's a lot of correspondences. And so I think that's why, like like lit me up like, oh, great, I can organize this.
00:53:07 Merrily
So but I work with Jupiter a lot. It's a very strong placement in my particular chart.
00:53:14 Merrily
And he did a lot of meditations on Jupiter and did meditations on Hochma, which on the Tree of Life is where Jupiter is, and one of the things that came in is like, yes, prosperity or expansiveness, you know, wealth. All of that is definitely associated. But there is a component of charity and.
00:53:32 Merrily
City and like so, I feel like a lot of that's where we talked about sad billionaires like and then they go and do like spiritual retreats, right, to find themselves. I'm like, how about you just, like, give your money away or, you know, like spread it around your community? Because that's the Jupiter.
00:53:49 Lorri
Right, Yep.
00:53:53 Merrily
That's the Jupiter balance because Jupiter is like, I'm not going to be a happy King here sitting in my throne by myself. That's not fun. I have to spread this around.
00:54:02 Lorri
Yes.
00:54:03 Merrily
UM, yeah. So I feel like I'm. I'm so on board with how you put that and how, you know, Catherine Ponder is.
00:54:09 Merrily
Getting it. So I do think it's a sin and I yeah, and I definitely, yeah. Everybody was always tell me like I can't you. You can't want things you can't desire things and you it's bad for you. Why? Why? Yeah I think it is the number one thing especially you know we're on this particular plane.
00:54:31 Merrily
I feel like prosperity is like the thing that makes you believe, like there's larger things here. Like if you can change things.
00:54:40 Merrily
In this material plane, you go Oh yeah.
00:54:42 Merrily
Like this is great.
00:54:45 Lorri
Absolutely. And I want to talk about like what you just brought up, which.
00:54:49 Lorri
Is.
00:54:50 Lorri
One of the things that is so important to Damien and me is we get 1010% of everything we make for taxes to either help our someone in the community or teacher that we love or.
00:55:05 Lorri
You know that we started that, we started that. But I take care of the finances and our so.
00:55:10 Lorri
Started that back when I was digging myself out. I'm like we have to do this. I don't care if.
00:55:18 Lorri
Yeah, $200. You're going to give, you know, 20 of it to. Is that right, 10%.
00:55:25
Yeah.
00:55:26 Lorri
Anyway, and and it and actually Catherine Ponder, really. She teaches that and.
00:55:33 Speaker 3
Oh yeah.
00:55:35 Lorri
And and the fact that 10 is like is is is a mystical number.
00:55:39 Lorri
In the.
00:55:39 Lorri
It's all the stuff that's hiding, so I am. I'm so glad you brought that up because it is. That's one of the most important laws is.
00:55:44 Merrily
Mm-hmm.
00:55:50 Lorri
Share share your share with others and help others.
00:55:54 Merrily
Yeah. Yes, I think I think we're gonna break through that.
00:55:58 Merrily
Wall.
00:56:00 Merrily
You know, it's gonna go out.
00:56:01 Merrily
There and yeah, I'm. I'm very optimistic about.
00:56:06 Merrily
About that, that message. So.
00:56:09 Lorri
Yeah, me too.
00:56:12 Merrily
Well, goodness. Well, yeah. Tell us about sort of, you know, you do your tiny volts, which are amazing. You're a really wonderful writer. And we talked about the current. But you know, how does that all work with your the Patreon and.
00:56:21 Lorri
Oh.
00:56:26 Merrily
What you do?
00:56:26 Lorri
With actually really, you know, started Patreon, just kind of.
00:56:32 Lorri
I didn't just started writing and I was so surprised when I had anyone come on board and I don't. I don't say that from false modesty. I really don't. It's just truly.
00:56:42 Lorri
I just kind of put it out there and I don't do social media. And so you know what? And I had people come on board and I was so surprised and pleased. And so it I just the way that I think about it is in the way that I have been so greatly blessed by other people's stories. And I just I thought if I could write.
00:57:03 Lorri
In something that might help somebody or you know, just from my experience and I always try to.
00:57:09 Lorri
Tell people I I I agree with Damian. I I do not think of myself as a teacher. But if anyone can learn from my experience, that's.
00:57:18 Lorri
That would mean everything to me, so I started writing essays and then the current came up, which is very different because we meet on zoom every month. And so that I love that because it's it, you know, we can't meet in person and at least we can do it someday. I want to do it in person that.
00:57:35 Lorri
We want to. I want together, yeah.
00:57:35 Merrily
That would be cool.
00:57:38 Lorri
But then about a year ago or a little over a year ago, I started thinking about how much, Josh, those things I get his daily, like motivational things. He sends out a scripture and a little written message and how some days that gets me through the day and just hearing that can help.
00:57:56 Lorri
Me figure something out or give me something I need. And I thought you know what? I'm gonna try to do it. So start writing these. Just these little things and I write them every day. Just what comes to me and.
00:58:10 Lorri
Sometimes if it doesn't come to me, I do it the night before and then it comes out. But if it doesn't come to me, then it might.
00:58:17 Lorri
Come out later in the day but.
00:58:20 Lorri
Those have actually the tiny volts have actually become my favorite.
00:58:25 Lorri
Thing that I'm doing on Patreon. I just it's the for. I think it's the.
00:58:31 Lorri
Lowest or second lowest here and I wanted it to be more accessible to to as many, but I I they're actually help really helpful to me. They sometimes they're bringing me back to say thank you so much for bringing that up. My Patreon is.
00:58:44 Merrily
Yes.
00:58:50 Lorri
Truly.
00:58:53 Lorri
I think I'm so I I feel so blessed to be able to do it and to have that platform.
00:58:58 Speaker 3
Yeah.
00:59:00 Merrily
And is that where?
00:59:01 Merrily
That's pretty much where everybody can find you is on Patreon.
00:59:04 Lorri
That's all. Yeah, that's it on. I think it's just Lori Davis on. I have refined it on Patreon, but it's just Laurie Davis. Yeah, and yeah, that's I don't do any. I have a little secret just to recently.
00:59:20 Lorri
A a secret. And it's it's not secret. I mean, I'm on.
00:59:22 Lorri
There, but I don't do anything.
00:59:25 Lorri
And account because I've been using Instagram as kind of a an Oracle and.
00:59:30 Merrily
It kind of is, yeah.
00:59:31 Lorri
Yeah. And I'll ask it every day. Just give me some information that's going to be helpful to me today. And so and then it, you know, then it gets.
00:59:39 Lorri
In the cats. Oh yeah.
00:59:41 Merrily
Sorry, I'm not. I'm not shy about that. I'm like, bring me more.
00:59:45 Lorri
Of those, yeah. Yes, it's. Isn't it fascinating?
00:59:51 Merrily
Fascinating.
00:59:52 Lorri
And there's some really good people who have some very, very interesting things to say.
00:59:57 Lorri
About you know, spirituality and and astrology, the astrologists are are you merely I I you know I don't follow people. I actually I have I think I've followed some people in the beginning. Then I got like but I'm I'm gonna you gotta I'm going to find you so I can follow you do you do you do.
01:00:16 Speaker 3
Ohh yeah.
01:00:17 Lorri
Trilogy on there.
01:00:19 Merrily
Well, I probably should start. You know what? This is the synchronicity of. Like you saying this like I've been studying, studying it, sort of on my own and, like, figuring out the different, you know, cause I have to understand what.
01:00:32 Merrily
Things mean and like how does it work for me? Yeah. So I've been studying it, but I really should talk more. You're like, literally the third person that has said this to me. So I'm like, man, I really should just like, actually.
01:00:45 Merrily
Put up content about the third.
01:00:45 Lorri
That's the third, the third. The third time is. That's it that you're the you absolutely should do something on Instagram. I think you would be great. OK, definitely do it.
01:00:54 Merrily
OK. All right, Laurie, since you said, I gotta put my face out there more than I do.
01:01:00 Lorri
How to do it? Yeah, you do.
01:01:04 Speaker 3
All right. All right there.
01:01:05 Lorri
It's such a lovely place, dude.
01:01:11 Merrily
Thanks, Laurie. Well, yes. So we will, yes, I will send you and then yes, I will probably share with you some of my favorite.
01:01:20 Lorri
Ohh please do. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. I have no idea. Damien, too. It's like, yeah, yeah, the cats.
01:01:28
Oh.
01:01:31 Merrily
Ants. Yes. If I could own, like all the cats somehow, like, have them with.
01:01:35 Merrily
Me. That would be great.
01:01:36 Lorri
I feel the same way. I love him so much.
01:01:40 Lorri
Do you have dogs?
01:01:41 Merrily
I I've had dogs in my life, my.
01:01:44 Merrily
Husband.
01:01:45 Merrily
My poor husband, he got bit in the face by a dog when he was a kid. Right? So I get it.
01:01:51 Merrily
You know kind.
01:01:51 Lorri
Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
01:01:52 Merrily
Of not you know, but I've I love all animals I've had. Yeah, I've been blessed to be in a family that was animal lovers, so.
01:01:56 Merrily
You.
01:02:00
Oh.
01:02:01 Lorri
They're the best. They're just the I know I love them too. I love all animals. If I could have them.
01:02:07 Merrily
All if I could just have them all and I feel like, you know, as a, you know, intuitive person. So if you can like if you sit and like tap into your pet, Oh my gosh, they are the best at the present moment. They are the best.
01:02:20
Yeah.
01:02:21 Merrily
The.
01:02:21 Merrily
That moment they all the noise that we have in our head.
01:02:24 Speaker 3
It's like it's kind of silent so.
01:02:27 Lorri
It it is, yeah. And they will communicate with you in ways that.
01:02:33 Lorri
It's so amazing, yes.
01:02:36 Merrily
They're the best teachers. I feel like one of the best teachers that we have.
01:02:39 Lorri
Yeah, I agree. I ohh I completely agree.
01:02:42 Lorri
I know, yeah.
01:02:43
And.
01:02:44 Merrily
Well, yeah. Well, thanks Lori, for sharing all the wonderful things that you shared today and all your wisdom. I always after everybody shared their wisdom. I ask for more. So what words of wisdom would you like to leave us with today?
01:03:00 Lorri
I I'm just gonna say I think the the most important thing that anyone can do.
01:03:06 Lorri
Is just pay attention to how you feel in every moment, because the the goal is.
01:03:13 Lorri
Is to feel peace, but it's really wonderful to feel happy.
01:03:18 Lorri
So there's always a better feeling if you're not feeling very good and that all of us go through that, there's always a better feeling you can or go watch a a movie that makes you feel good. Find something to make yourself feel better.
01:03:33 Merrily
Perfect. Ohh, beautifully sad. Well, thank you so much, Lori. I'm so happy to get this time with you and share it with everybody.
01:03:33
So.
01:03:39 Lorri
Oh, early. This has been such a pleasure. Thank you so much for having me on. And I really this has been such a wonderful experience and so fun talking to you.
01:03:50 Merrily
OK. Thank you, Sam.
01:03:55 Merrily
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01:04:08 Merrily
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